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I BRING YOU LOVE 2003-04-15 | 1:15 a.m. I got my patterns in the mail. They are way better than I anticipated. I have been sewing all night so my back is now ofically broken. (Grab a handrail, subject change coming up) At work on Saturday night I was trying to get through a crowd of people and placed my hand on the arm of a guy to let him know I was there and needed to get by. He turned and looked at me like I passed a virus through my hand and he was going to die from my touch. I felt really horrible. What the fuck? I give the dirty looks around here. It made me feel bad not only beacause he appeared to be disgusted by my mere existence but also because I started to wonder if I make people feel that way. Some times I go through these bouts of caring for others and generally I come to my senses quick like but it's monday night and I'm still thinking about the look on his face and feeling guilty. Am I a reformed bitch? Should I try to be nice all the time? What the hell am I thinking?
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