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BLACK THUMB 2003-03-03 | 5:35 p.m. I have a black thumb. I keep buying plants and flowers and I keep killing them. I really love purchasing little baby plants and raising them to be full grown but once they get big I lose interest and stop caring for them. I once made a friend pay a bunch of money for flowers and told her that we should renovate her front yard, which we did, and it looked beautiful but then we just stopped looking after them and the yard turned to shit once more. Another example is one time when my personal life was really shitty I had a house full, I mean FULL, of really awsome plants that I loved but when things got really bad for me I let them die and didn't care. I miss them now. I'm writing this while looking at a corner full of wilting leaves and dry soil. I feel my dead plants haunting me and I'm scared to throw them away. Maybe I can just start watering them again and see if they come back to life. Maybe if they come back to life I'll come back to life.
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