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LOOK OUT HERE I COME 2003-02-26 | 12:54 p.m. Okay, I read a lot of diaries in which everyone has great self esteem. I guess this is a good thing but I find it a little odd. People are always saying that they look hot and claiming they are the dope shit. Bravo to them but is it all real? A lot of people I know in real life appear to have a confidence outwardly, but inside they are totally the opposite. And then there are those who know they rock but keep it to themselves. I’m just not used to there being another category. Are there really people out there who kick ass for real and actually know it, share it, and love it? I think I’m posing the question because I’m feeling like I fall into the ‘project but don’t believe it’ category and this wave of confidence you all send out is totally foreign to me. So what’s up here you guys? Are you all just super intelligent, outrageously beautiful, and brimming with personality or what. Your diaries tell me that you are. Maybe I should just believe them and shut up. Okay yes, I will shut up and follow your lead. From now on I exude only confidence. Hey, I’m a fucking hot bitch. Woo Hoo. I cleaned the lint out of my toe cracks so gentlemen of the world look out here I come. I don’t need to wear makeup today, no no, the people at the DMV will drop to their knees when I walk in, everything will slow down and suddenly out of nowhere ‘Bad Mama Jama’ will start playing as I saunter up to the registration counter. People will throw flowers and diamonds at me. Oh yes I’m starting to feel it now. I know it’s gonna be hard but you’ll have to wait to hear what happens next.
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